So it’s not like I can even pretend that I use this anymore since its been many months but I have some things to say. A few days ago we completely ended our speaking terms, and as much as I’m grateful of it now, I completely didn’t want to when I started. I was hoping that we could work something out before the school year ends next year, just so that I wouldn’t go to college hating him. I wrote an inbox in March, April, July and now the beginning of August where he finally responded with the rudest response ever that made me want to curl up and die. I was stronger than that though, I just told him to forget it so that we didn’t have to talk anymore. He was such an asshole, but I was actually surprised about it. I mean I thought that the months could have at least helped him a little bit but not at all. We never had anything in common, and yet sometimes we used to have the best conversations with so much meaning that it left me speechless after them. There are many things I’m not sure about but the most common one is feeling like there is something I’m missing in life that is bigger than me. I can sing and be with friends and significant others all I want to, and yet when he left something else left. It’s probably just me hating change.. yeah.
