I really appreciate bromances
I really appreciate bromances
sometimes i just want to scream LOVE ME MORE
So it’s not like I can even pretend that I use this anymore since its been many months but I have some things to say. A few days ago we completely ended our speaking terms, and as much as I’m grateful of it now, I completely didn’t want to when I started. I was hoping that we could work something out before the school year ends next year, just so that I wouldn’t go to college hating him. I wrote an inbox in March, April, July and now the beginning of August where he finally responded with the rudest response ever that made me want to curl up and die. I was stronger than that though, I just told him to forget it so that we didn’t have to talk anymore. He was such an asshole, but I was actually surprised about it. I mean I thought that the months could have at least helped him a little bit but not at all. We never had anything in common, and yet sometimes we used to have the best conversations with so much meaning that it left me speechless after them. There are many things I’m not sure about but the most common one is feeling like there is something I’m missing in life that is bigger than me. I can sing and be with friends and significant others all I want to, and yet when he left something else left. It’s probably just me hating change.. yeah.
wish me luck
i hate people who dont try and i hateeeeeeee loving people who dont try even more.
i hate so many things right now, and i just wish the world stopped and let me cry
the only thing worse then you being a douchebag, is that i still love you
i have not done this in a while.
distractions are the only things getting me by at this point.
rough rough morning. and even though its supposed to be considered the afternoon now, ive kept on with the same conversation so in my mind its still morning.
cooling down from a long week is so hard. its white and its so close to his i can see it from his backyard. the mother is a babe. competition is awful. im already not very confident as it is i dont need little miss sunshine to make me hate myself any more.
fuck the seasons. they suck. i hate it when they try to butt into your lives, and ruin them. i hate it when they try to take away the people you love. the only people you care about. seasons suck. i hate seasons.
